Fair play

No. It is not fair to hide your tears behind the smile of someone else. You should work your tears out and be able to smile for yourself.
And I don't believe it's fair to spend your kisses in someone else's mouth just because the one which owns them doesn't feel like taking them anymore. You pretend to rent a new heart and glue them on the old one. Does it make you feel better? To create new feelings, new emotions that hide the old painful ones. You put your bleeding heart in an orange box and pretend you don't know where you hide it. Nonetheless you know. But it is easier to pretend. It gives you time to play the make believe. Maybe someday you believe in what you want to believe.

Life doesn't give you time for fair plays. You are in and you are supposed to make it roll. No matter how, no matter why.

I know I don't play fair. But... does anyone even bother to ask me if i wanted to play at all?

why don't you just go?

You closed the door behind you. You did. There is no way you can't prove the opposite.
You closed the door behind you because you needed, because you wanted, because you couldn't be inside our four walls anymore.

You closed the door behind you and stood in the hallway.


I want to go out. This walls are to big for me alone. I need more space.

Why don't you just go? The hallway is to tight for both of us and i need to go through it alone.