Fair play

No. It is not fair to hide your tears behind the smile of someone else. You should work your tears out and be able to smile for yourself.
And I don't believe it's fair to spend your kisses in someone else's mouth just because the one which owns them doesn't feel like taking them anymore. You pretend to rent a new heart and glue them on the old one. Does it make you feel better? To create new feelings, new emotions that hide the old painful ones. You put your bleeding heart in an orange box and pretend you don't know where you hide it. Nonetheless you know. But it is easier to pretend. It gives you time to play the make believe. Maybe someday you believe in what you want to believe.

Life doesn't give you time for fair plays. You are in and you are supposed to make it roll. No matter how, no matter why.

I know I don't play fair. But... does anyone even bother to ask me if i wanted to play at all?